i never write ehn this but..shit i cant sleep *sigh* fuckin 3:50am iono wat the fucks wrong wyt me i feel im losing something.. well few days a go i seen a video while cleaning my room ehn like i found this tape..i watched it ehn ive noticed that we all change from then to now..shit seemed so laid back and having fun ehn drama free..so wat the fucks happening now..not that i have drama its just that other ppl that have drama always affects on their friends even tho its not happening to them..thid attitude changed ..ppls changed as in their feelings their emotions..pissy ehn not like how they used to be..i guess it stress.junior fucking year..makes me feel they dont give a shit n e more..i feel one getting dimmer..i think its my fault ehn i blame myself having to not do n e thing bout it ehn not 'keeping in touch'..i miss the old times the fun times..sry if im not makin sense for those who actually bother to read this shit buh its just something in my mind that i just hav to type down..hmm well ppl change i guess....

lyrics of the month musiq soulchild

Girl, I know this might seem strange
But let me know if I am out of order
For stepping to you this way
See I've been watching you for a while
And I just gotta let you know
That I'm really feeling your style
Cause I had to know your name
And leave you with my number
and I hope that you would call me someday
If you want to you can give me yours too
And if you don't well I ain't mad at you
We can still be cool cuz

I'm not tryin ta pressure you
Just can't stop thinkin bout you
You ain't even really gotta be my girlfriend
I just wanna know your name and maybe some time
we can hook up, hang out, just chill.

Damn, I'm surprised that you called
Cause the way you walked away
I thought I wasn't gon see you no more
Since you didn't wanna give me your name
I thought that you were iggin me
And wasn't diggin me
But anyway what you doin tonight
I'll probably be with my peeps
If its cool with you maybe we will swing by
And you can just chill with us
Or maybe you can just chill with me
As long as you're comfortable
And you feel secure when you're with me cause

I'm not tryin ta pressure you
Just can't stop thinkin bout you
You ain't even really gotta be my girlfriend
I just wanna know your name and maybe some time
we can hook up, hang out, just chill.


Oh, oh, baby yeah
Maybe we can oh
Go see a moavie girl
Maybe we can hang out girl
Whateva you wanna do
Just let me know
Its up to you

I'm not tryin ta pressure you
Just can't stop thinkin bout you
You ain't even really gotta be my girlfriend
I just wanna know your name and maybe some time
we can hook up, hang out, just chill.

I'm not tryin ta pressure you
Just can't stop thinkin bout you
You ain't even really gotta be my girlfriend
I just wanna know your name and maybe some time
we can hook up, hang out, just chill.

I'm not tryin ta pressure you
Just can't stop thinkin bout you
You ain't even really gotta be my girlfriend
I just wanna know your name and maybe some time
we can hook up, hang out, just chill.

..yea i think dats a lil too much amo for a cqb hahaairsoft model hehe